This year gave me many things, just took one from me.
My Mother. I have lost my mother this year. It was just like e movie. Death is
absolute truth for everyone. Nobody can deny it. But the way she left me alone
was dramatic. She was my only friend. I have shared almost everything with her.
Two months ago she was a bit tired and she had caugh. She didn’t want to visit
doctor. But I forced her and took her to nearest doctor’s chamber. Doctor gave
her few tests to do and after two days we got test report. She had fluid into
her lungs. We were not that much worried as my doctor cousin told me that it is
really common and simple problem. After removing fluid doctors wanted to be
sure that all the fluids are gone. Then
in C.T. scan we found that she has got liver cancer. Lungs were also infected.
It was final stage. But we didn’t loose our hope. We admitted her to Ahsania
Cancer hospital and gave her chemotherapy. Then we bring back her at home. We
were tensed for collecting money. I thought as long as we have money we can
save her. But I was so wrong. After two days she was gone.. Oh, how can I
forget anything about 26th October! That night she requested me to
sleep with her just like regular days. But doctor said not to sleep with her
for her own good. But whole night I was with her… I didn’t sleep for last 8
days. But I wasn’t tired. I just wanted to be with her…
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| she was tired at Ahsania Mission Hospital... |
Maa… I have grown up on that day. Now I can sleep alone, Now I can take
decisions and also know how to take care of others. Don’t worry about me, I
will take care of myself too! I don’t miss you maa, because you are always with
me. Love you maa.
